All trauma has an origin story.
What's Wrong With Me?
This question has plagued me most of my life. Born and raised in the Vineyard Housing Projects, I have experienced all that came with urban life. Sexual Assault, domestic violence, brutal physical abuse from my mother's alcoholic boyfriend. The ramifications of Vineyard emerged as an adult. A destructive lifestyle including insatiable sexual promiscuity, emotional dysregulation lead to a a failed suicide attempt. Standing before J.A.G. for assault, multiple divorces, the death of two sets of twins, and a constant somatic responses leading to countless hospitalizations and surgeries. A disposition of constantly asking, "What's wrong with me?"
A eventual diagnosis finally answered the question. Complex PTSD. CPTSD comes from constant exposure to intense stress, anxiety, and trauma, generally originating during childhood.
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The Stop Living Wounded Podcast uses an interview format to discuss everything from anger to PTSD. We also explore stories moving from history to victory.
